Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Fear

I was just reading about a young girl who died of cancer and it got me really emotional. Sometimes I can read those things and not get upset about Liam and other times it hits me as if it were Liam who I am reading about.

Just thinking about how tomorrow is not guaranteed and that everyone will eventually die makes me want to do the things I'm too scared to do. Whether it be expressing how I feel to the person I love with no fear of being hurt or sky diving even though I have an intense fear of heights...I just want to do it right now. All of it. And I wish that tomorrow I wouldn't wake up and be back to my old self where the fear has taken over.

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